I Don't Know How to Love Him

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I don't know how to love him
What to do, how to move him
I've been changed, yes really changed
In these past few days when I see myself
I seem like someone else

I don't know how to take this
I don't see why he moves me
He's a man, he's just a man
And I've had so many men before
In oh so many ways
He's just one more

Should I bring him down
Should I scream and shout
Should I speak of love
Let my feelings out
I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about

Don't you think it's rather funny
I should be in this position
I'm the one who's always been
So calm, so cool, no lover's fool
Running every show
He scares me so

Yet, if he said he loved me
I'd be lost and I'd be frightened
I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope
I would turn my head, I would walk away
I wouldn't want to know
He scares me so
I want him so
I love him so


from Jesus is for Losers, released March 9, 2009
Written by Andrew Lloyd Webber & Tim Rice.


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